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stress

I don't know.what to do

I got no.mood.to.study

I.face lots.of problems!

I.need to.move house

I.need to.pass.exam

I.need to.face him everyday

I.need to see him flirting.wtf

I.need to be.moody

I don't want!

Change.my life please

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I'm good to everyone but I'm trying to be special to you but you never realize it so I have to leave now.

Happy birthday to my love

Prove that you can be better than me!Study hard!

Halo someone special

After the some time,I realize someone special appear in my life.

We hang out together,play together and went trip together.

He is the one who can affect my emotion the one who will make me happy whenever I receive his messages but maybe it was just a silly dream.

Therefore,I should move on and see further.

I shouldn't stop for him.

I shouldn't commit that I like him maybe he just gives me some special feelings.

When you are dying to talk to him but you just can pretend that you don't really care about him.

How's difficult right?

Wake up!!

If the person really likes you he will come back to you.

If not just move on because you will get someone better.

Continued

Group photo in Tanjung Sepat.Lovely memories!

Henwen with 3 lengluis.He should be glad for that.lol

Meikuan is in the car.So cute.

Ya right.Clement and Reanne were drunk that night.I guess Jye too.Abel was the only one who didn't drink at all.He was helping and carrying them all the way back to the hotel.We plaed poker in the hotel room and we bought some cup noodles to keep us from starving.

The next day,on the way back,Clement's car got into trouble.Can you imagine tayar pancit.That was the first time I experience all these stuff.They changed their tyre at an Esso near first world hotel.Luckily our car managed to get back to the hill to find them!After Genting,Abel,jeewee,henwen and I went Ikea for meatball!We were not lethargic at all.

I also don't know how can we do that!That was the craziest week I have ever had in my life!

Life with love

I'm glad to have a bunch of close friends like them.

We are the pattern people.

I still remember vividly that when I was sick last two weeks.

Meikuan bought me the warmest soup noodles and Reanne Clement Jye Henwen purposely came to my house to cheer me up.That is the sweetest moment.The friends in need.I love them so much!Their care their laughing sound will stay in my mind forever.

Not to forget Jiahao and Jason that brought me to a clinic at night.They were so kind and lovey that time.I didnt attend the calculus test and yet they came to my house.

SO SORRY JASON!I DIDNT MEAN IT.I KNOW YOU ARE SICK LAST WEEK TOO.BUT I DIDNT EVEN GIVE YOU A VISIT.ITS MY FAULT.SORRY!

Special thank to Kelvin Weichean Gwen they all that came to see me after Haloween.Gwen outlook was amazing!And they also get to see my ugly and pale look!OMG!

But seriously thank you so much for everyone.I appreciate it so much.I love you guys!

life!

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don’t deserve me. They’re right, you don’t deserve me, but I deserve you.

You don’t realize how much you care about someone until they don’t care about you.

tanjung sepat + Melaka + Genting in one day

Mk and me in Malacca

Eating ice-cream and Henwen was having his cendol in the little shop.Abel is so funny!

Driving.On the way.I forget whether is to or fro Malacca but this is our car of the day!

After having cendol,let's take pictures

Tanjung sepat with reanne.posing!

Before we start our journey.Clement and me.Bro for life!

Our sweet.As sweet as the memories we went through.

During our Deepavali holidays actually we were supposed to study but we didn't and we went for a road trip.Genting and Malacca are not in our original plan actually but we seriously freaking random to go the places without even thinking for other 5 seconds.The night before we still went overtime to drink.Seriously,I cannot believe what I did too.

It was an early morning and we woke up at 7am.Everyone gathered at my house.I still remember jye was the one who reached the earliest.We plan to go for breakfast before they came but we didnt go for it.

Yeah.after we plan to start our journey Jeewee called and told us he is coming to join us so we waited him at the petrol station around ss15 for 1hour.We went MCD to drive thru to grab for our breakfast too.

Around 9 am we started to head to our destination.Our first destination was Tanjung Sepat.We didnt really know the exact place for that but due the the technology today.We definitely managed to find that place because we got a thing named GPS.Our first station that we reached was the bun shop.We went there for our 2nd round eventhough we had taken our breakfast.

The bun was special to me and it tasted super nice but I didnt get to take a picture down.=(

Hope I still got a second chance to step into that shop.

Afterthat,we continued our road trip.Tanjung Sepat so sure is a best place for seafoods.We wanna taste the bak kuh teh there but the shop was not open so we straight away went for our seafoods!YEAH SEAFOODS WAS CHEAP AND NICE!and we managed to snap a few pictures there.

Next station was malacca.Besides eating,I dont know what we had done in malacca.Malacca is a place that I go very often last year therefore Malacca is nothing special to me.

Genting

Yeah.When we reached genting we were tired like hell.Everyone got no energy to drive anymore so we planned to spend one night in Genting.And finally we did and they drank Eagle(Beer with 14.4%alcohol)

Clement and Reanne drunk.

To be continued............

I meet them

My 2nd sem seems to be more interesting compare to 1st sem.

I meet them.They are kind of funny people.

We are so random and happening all the time.

We did everything without even thinking of it.

Life started getting tougher and tougher in ADP.

I thought ADP is a course that is very relaxing but it isn't.

US history is killing me.20% test is coming soon and I still didn't even finish studying a chapter.

What is happening to me recently?

Mood is always down.

Calculus quiz and test.Economics assignment.Us history test and assignment!

EMOOOO

I'm fat but WHAT TO DO?

I'm fat but WHAT TO DO?

I need someone to talk to.

I just need a true friend

I need someone to talk to.

I just need a true friend

xD

I smile doesn't mean that I'm happy but I'm just pretending to be strong.

Sometimes,I need shoulders too.

I'm a little girl.I need to rest.

I'm trying to communicate with the world since the day you left me,I'm no longer silent.

I'm improving.I'm trying hard to let myself feel better.

You make me improve.

I get to meet more friends and live my life different from the past.

Now I hang out with guys.

I chill with them.

I'm no longer in the cage,waiting you to find me.

I want friends!

Follow me on twitter.

xxceceliaxx

Actually life is great in inti college.

I meet a lot of friends here.Andreana and sutheng too.

Thank you for hanging out with me everyday.Jinyao,Jason,JiaHao..The best 3J ever.

Next,come to kimfung and ashley.

OMG.I seriously lose to ashley.I think she is the one who can go shopping mall twice or even 3 times a week and watch the same movie for so many times ever.

KIMFUNG

I think she can be the best mummy ever,she can cook.

So embarrassing that I couldn't even cook.

Ermm.

I found a gang of lovely friends in ENL101 too.

Faith,Grace,Angela and also Isaak.

I love to hang out with them.They are so awesome to me.I'm kinda upset that faith changes college after the 1st semester.

Actually what I really hope is that I can find a bestie in college.

And what a bestie means?

Best friend shares secrets.

yeah.

I study for my calculus but I couldn't get full mark.

Apparently,God doesnt plan to help me.=,=

Currently watching pretty little liars and How I met you mother

life

Yes.I'm having holidays right now yet it means that I just finished my final.

And now the results are out and I got sucky result for English and math is quite normal grade for me.

I know that the results are worst and nobody could even understand.I did study for my English.I purposely spend time on it but ends up with the worst result ever in my life.WTH

To Be continued

My parents scolded me for not trying hard and I cried.

The reason I will cry is because I really study but they say I'M NOT!

I DID.

But because I'm lack of reading English magazines and books so my vocabulary is not that strong as to compare to all those Banana and also all the English speakers in my class.

Sorry,I let everyone down.

But I really study hard and stop blaming me.

I know I shop too much and play too much already.

I will try to change my living style next sem.

I want a better outcome too.

Thank you hearing.Bye

my ADP class

My memories in ENL101.

I love everyone in the class

Halo cute guy

halo,the guy in a grey shirt.

It gonna be interesting if there is a chance for you to sit beside me because I will tell you how cute and attractive you are.

Hope there is an opportunity to meet you again in the next semester.

Sincerely,

A girl who always by your side

Cool

Dear girls at my school,

School is for education, not prostitution.

Sincerely,

put your boobs away

23.7.2011

I watched this alone in genting's cineplex.

Me

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

TGIF

Since the day I was in KL(Fong Lye)

No one ever gets tired of loving, but everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry, and hurting.

Sad case

I like someone who is taken.WTH!

Make a small effort at being more sociable and open; you'll win in this way. This solar climate will inspire you with determination and tenacity in your work. Let your close ones act as they like, and don't interfere with them. You'll be inclined to go out with your friends and meet new faces, but you won't be able to refrain from arguing with vehemence

Focus is all I really need today, so make sure I get it in any way I can. It might take anything from just closing a door to heading up to the attic and turning off all electronics.

Today's life

Your mounting sense of interest and engagement with something or someone is exciting -- and you're not the only one feeling that way! Today is perfect for making sure that you're moving forward.

Boyfriend to-be

A guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,who calls you back when you hang up on him,who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Remember to wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,who holds your hands in front of his friends,who thinks you're just pretty without makeup on.

A guy who is willing to let go all expectations.It means full acceptance,even celebration of another's personhood.

One who constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have You.

And The one who turns to his friends and says,that's her..

In endowing myself with memory,nature has revealed to us a truth utterly unimaginable to the unreflective creation.

The most ideal human passion is love,which is also the most absolute and animal and one of the most ephermeral.

Mother Teresa had said''Do not think that love in order to be genuine has to be extraordinary''

Twitter

She is mine

Loving her outfits.

Delightful style

lovess

=)

Erm

What is happening to my life?

I met a lot of obstacles recently.

SPM results was sucked

JPA didnt get it

I change from A-levels to ADP(American Degree Transfer Programme)

This is such a big change in my life.

This might change my whole future.

I am getting fatter.

I will be moving out soon.=)

Everyone thought I were enjoying my life here,definitely yes I have tried lots of stuffs I have never gone through before however there were so much unhappy things happened too.

My grandpa had passed away.REST IN PEACE.

I walk back alone from college every afternoon under the scorchy hot sun making me freaking dark now.

I walked out to take away my dinner alone in a rainy day.

I tried to search a new room for myself by walking alone in the whole area.

I stayed in my room for the whole day without going out(That was not me,I never do this before especially in Muar)

I didn't buy whatever I like during my loitering hours in the shopping mall.

As I go through all kinds of feelings and experiences in my journey through life -- delight, surprise, chagrin, dismay --

I hold this question as a guiding light: "What do I really need right now to be happy?"

What I come to over and over again is that only qualities as vast and deep as love, connection and kindness will really make me happy in any sort of enduring way.

Remember this,Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.

I want this

CHANEL

It's new!

This is what I hope to get it soon.

MARC JACOBS

Quilting Metallic Sandy

PARADISE LARGE ZIP WALLET

Baroque Quilting Maddie

I am not being totally clear about their agenda --

but that might not be such a bad thing.

See if I can get them to reveal themselves using my crafty ways,

but I may need to wait them out.

FOODS

Ipad2 is launched in Malaysia but I didn't get one=(

I don't want you to feel annoying so I leave.

I don't want you to feel unhappy when I am here.

I don't mean anything.

I don't want to disturb your life.

Thank for everythings=)

Smile

My heart is taken!Leave me alone.

O.O

I WILL FORGET THE PAST

WTFREAK.

I DON'T MISS YOU ANYMORE.

YOU ARE NOT BELONGED TO ME.

OUT FROM MY LIFE!

Yupp,it is offensive to do soo.

I didn't treat you how also.

Clement you are right!

Disgrace of muarian=)

Strawberry Cranberry and Raspberry.

Fragrantly sweet with a subtly tart overtone and almost-melt-in-your-mouth texture, raspberries are wonderfully delicious and are usually in limited supply.

It melts my heart.

Things I always wanted!

Japanese sweet

She is so sexy!

Godiva

The feeling of love!

Erm................

Random post today.

I gonna move out from my current house now and move to a house nearer to college.

Actually I don't really think of move because the house is quite comfortable and nice but I have no choice right now.

I need to move out.There are 5 guys in my current house and my mum says it is wrong to stay with 5 guys.Yea.I agree too so I need to move out and I leave my friend alone there.Am I too bad?

Maybe not my fault anymore.I need to be more independent than before.Learn to take up challenges.

Sure I will miss this house much because there are a lot of memories in this house.

How we clean up this house at the beginning and how we laugh,smile and play in this house.

It is a sweet memories for me.I will be better after the life of moving out maybe.

Yea,I admit I will miss you too.Let's our memories flows with the water.

Thank for giving this sweet and wonderful memories.

Although we are like stranger now and didn't even talk much but I hope one day we will be fine.

So this is a part of my life.Chills for my life.

free thinking

I wonder why you hate me so much?

Is it because of the matter we did last time?

I thought everything is over and we will forget about what we did but why you still do that to me?

The awkwardness between us never solve and it is going to be more serious.

Maybe you think that I am bad girl but I'm not.

I am just too playful and outgoing.

I love to shop and play.

And you even blocked me.

Yessss,I do feel hurt when I know you did that.

But it gonna be over.

Everything will be settled down soon and I think I will be the one who leaves.

Thank you for being nice to me last time.

I really appreciate it very much.

And you know I miss you!

You blocked me and I feel so hurt.

You make me sad!

Yess.

Finally I ended my trip to Langkawi and I am back.

I went for Jpa interview today and the interviewers were kinda kind to us.

They even called to relax before the interview started.

It was a very good experience for me and the result is not so important for me anymore as I know that there are still a lot of people got a better result than mine.

So thank Jpa for giving me a chance to attend the interview.

The interview reminded me how long I didn't speak Malay after my SPM and I keep stucking on while speaking Malay.

I think my overall performance was just moderate.There is space for improvement.

Perhaps I still need to face the truth that I'm not really good in English and also Malay.

And now it is time to back to the reality of life,I am buried by tonnes of homework and tests.

I need to complete all my Furthermath homework and also study for my tests.

TOMORROW IS MY DAY TO DO HOMEWORK AND STUDY FOR TESTS.

I SHOULD NOT DELAY MY WORKS AGAIN.

YES I'M A LAZY GIRL.I ADMITTED IT.

I LOVE TO PLAY AND EVEN LOITER IN A SHOPPING COMPLEX ALONE THAN DOING HOMEWORK AT HOME.

CECELIA YOU SHOULD CHANGE!!!!!!!!

Some introduction to LANGKAWI

Best part ever in the world

Serene scenery in Langkawi

Cable car

Andaman Sea

Eagle feeding place+Andaman Sea

The Langkawi Islands lie in the Andaman sea, just 30 kilometres off the Kedah coast.There are 105 islands in the Langkawi group, most of which are uninhabited or sparsely populated. The largest and most developed island -known as Langkawi- is the focal point for most visitors. The island is 487 square kilometres in size, with a growing population of around 62,000 people, most of whom live in small villages, dotted around the countryside. Most development is centred in the South East corner around Kuah, the islands main town. Just a few years ago Kuah was a sleepy backdrop, with a single main street and a few places to shop, stay and eat. However in 1987 Langkawi was awarded Duty Free status, and the town has since grown to become the primary business and shopping centre on the island. All visitors by sea arrive at the ferry terminal on the edge of town. Regular ferry services now bring visitors from Penang island, Kuala Kedah, on the Kedah mainland, Kuala Perlis in Perlis state and from Satun in Thailand. Visitors can also take day trips to Pulau Paya Marine Park, a natural island haven ideal for enthusiastic snorklers and scuba divers. In recent years, Langkawi has extended its international airport at Padang Matsirat, and most foreign visitors now arrive to this modern facility, which is well located close to nearly all the major beach resorts.